The anxiety of waiting is such a weird place to be living. Last night I was struck by a sudden panic of "why on earth are we doing this"?!?! It was the weirdest feeling ever. I had actually said a couple of times yesterday that I was no longer scared of the move and then BAM! a shift in how I'm feeling. The strangest part was I had this gripping feeling of fear and a list of reasons not to move. I stopped and wondered where that came from and two minutes later, my list of reasons not to move was gone...I cannot even remember it now. I'm chalking that up to the grace of God. My brain couldn't have moved past it on its own.
Each and every day for the last AT LEAST three to four weeks now, we have both been hoping it was "the day" we would find out that everything has gone through, gotten approved, and fallen into place for us to partake in this awesome adventure we have planned for our family. Nick and I both firmly believe that it WILL happen, it is just a matter of when. The deadline is quickly approaching and I cannot even begin to express how much of a release it will be for us emotionally.
We were surrounded by many member of our church family yesterday as they prayed over us and our family and our move. It was wonderfully amazing. the tears fell abundantly but we know that we are surrounded by a great group who has "got our backs" and that makes like a little more comfortable. The glass is full to the top and we are just waiting for the grace to start pouring over!
Each and every day for the last AT LEAST three to four weeks now, we have both been hoping it was "the day" we would find out that everything has gone through, gotten approved, and fallen into place for us to partake in this awesome adventure we have planned for our family. Nick and I both firmly believe that it WILL happen, it is just a matter of when. The deadline is quickly approaching and I cannot even begin to express how much of a release it will be for us emotionally.
We were surrounded by many member of our church family yesterday as they prayed over us and our family and our move. It was wonderfully amazing. the tears fell abundantly but we know that we are surrounded by a great group who has "got our backs" and that makes like a little more comfortable. The glass is full to the top and we are just waiting for the grace to start pouring over!